Monday, 01 June 2009
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moving on
I remember the days when I was truly satisfied with myself.
Not anymore. All my efforts seem useless and distracting. What had gone wrong? Who knew?
Semester after semester, I am drenched in tears.
Ready to dissolve.
Let this cruel world take what's left of this empty heart.
I've got no more energy it feels.
No longer will I long for the unreachable.
Yet I still hunger,
For one day, I believe it'll be mine.
Silly fool indeed,
but what am I if not realistic?
Alas, it's time to break the news
How absolutely disappointing, even more to them.
This, I fear
Their hope crushed for what?
My silliness.
So surreal yet so true
What have I done?
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Comments (5)
If I can hug you now, I will give you a gianourmous hug!! We both need one.
you got a friend in me 4 evaR!!!!!
same here tory...bleh..let's work harder next semester :) i <3 you so please feel free to talk to me whenever! btw this blog post was well-written hah :)
-hug-
I know this might sound silly but maybe later in your life you can go for this goal again after you figure a couple things out. I totally know what you mean by feeling failure even though I feel like you've tried your hardest and gave it your all (while retaining an ounce of your sanity) and sometimes, it's important to step back and reevaluate so that goal can be reached one day.
I'm not sure if this is referring to med school but you can def do other things before med school that make you just that much more attractive as an applicant. I know you can do it if you really want that goal no matter what. Just don't get too down, so much that you aren't able to still try your hardest no matter what. And don't do med school just for anybody else including parents. Do it for yourself.
-hugs again!- at least have some fun over the summer working at a national park!